Changing my focus

OK so my grammar sucks I cant spell and I doubt anyone will read this, but I am still going to write...

Today I woke up drank cold coffee and walked the dog. took my medication so I don't die or kill myself... Yes I am full of sarcasm and passive aggressive behavior. I am a 33 year old gay male who is HIV positive, ADHD, Seizures and bipolar and even though my Doctors (i say doctors not doctor cause I have a need to see many, I have my primary care doctor, my HIV specialist, my HIV neurologist actually 2 of them, I have never questioned why but whats one more, oh and my therapist, and psychologist) They all say I will be fine. I love when they say you will live for 20 or 25 more years. OH yay! I will be in my 50's when death comes knocking.

I have lost my focus on writing, damn adhd...