Changing my focus

OK so my grammar sucks I cant spell and I doubt anyone will read this, but I am still going to write...

Today I woke up drank cold coffee and walked the dog. took my medication so I don't die or kill myself... Yes I am full of sarcasm and passive aggressive behavior. I am a 33 year old gay male who is HIV positive, ADHD, Seizures and bipolar and even though my Doctors (i say doctors not doctor cause I have a need to see many, I have my primary care doctor, my HIV specialist, my HIV neurologist actually 2 of them, I have never questioned why but whats one more, oh and my therapist, and psychologist) They all say I will be fine. I love when they say you will live for 20 or 25 more years. OH yay! I will be in my 50's when death comes knocking.

I have lost my focus on writing, damn adhd...  

Frustrated with the mounting paperwork of this antiquated government

Ugh, My grammar sucks and my spelling does also, thank you spell check. I am frustrated with pretty much everything that goes along with navigating the minefield of paperwork for any type of HIV/AIDS funding in Massachusetts or USA. I go to one agency and fill out about 30 pages of info and then have to go to another agency and fill out the same stuff. SERIOUSLY! And we wonder why we have no money for basic funding! I am so frustrated with everything and everyone involved. Especially when calling some agency's just to get some info and the customer service I am given is disgusting. Like dealing with everything else I have to deal with a person who barely graduated high school and could care less that I am about to lose my mind.